Gone Twitter crazy---- back in 5 minutes

Ever since I found out about Twitter..I have been tweeting away..like a bird with my feathers a nest of sorts a platform for me to share with an audience my vision
I have been doing the social media circuit ever since I needed a place..I am at home
in the comforts of my creations.writing although I have never had the confidence to share my work with others..since my high school teacher critique my work and said I was to controversial..then in college I tried again with the same report on a subject matter that was very important a thesis's of morals..maybe the teachers didn't get my point and many never do but I am compelled to write about it anyway and at this stage of life I really don't care what others think any more..I have something to share some are with it and some are not my way of thinking is not for all.I accept that but the few I do and can touch that is what really matters isn't it? after all you can't please all the people all of the time? right or wrong I don't care.I am at such a good place right now at home with my love writing..that's what matters midnightmatters.3 am I am writing that's what the gift is all about I share it with you a little bit of me there is so much more to come after I hone my skills.like the book I have in my soul it all a process and It's working cause I am working it on a daily basis so back to twitter I go..the inspiration is knowing we are not alone..that tweeps are people searching for there own answers some have them and some are seeking but tweeters are unique in they lend a helping hand

It is out of my hands

Well it's been a few days still the upbeat mood,the energy is up and I love it that way,except when things are up I can spend myself into oblivion..yeap that's right I gamble..the stakes are high so I go higher..All in is my motto..go big or go home..
now I am home..gees can a girl get a break yes I did 1400.00 break which for 2 days work is not so bad..most would say? It is not what I need or wanted.. little ungrateful maybe..but right now..I am in the hole..It is temporary I know as I can't see beyond that right now..as I have big overhead right now..I must get to work or the ship will sink..is my thinking but I know within time this to will subside..paying the bills arrgg I hate doing this I can't tell you..but they don't care where the money comes from they just want there payments yes Its in the mail usually when I let things slide like the bills..something happens..they get paid..
and the process is slower..but they are getting paid just at a slower pace..I don't like it when things are slow and when I am in a high energy state everything goes slow for this girl..to slow yeah take it twice if it goes so slow..I am going to get myself ready to work next week as I have slacked off long enough..now that all the other things have slowed down the family drama I can get focused on work.finally
seems like the summer is going by very fast.faster than I can reach those goals I have set for myself.timing is everything and my timing is off..the inner clock is anyway
but this girl loves a challenge..when the chips are down I pull through..there down
when I am up this is a good combination..lets get done..stay tune if I pull through as I always do..triumph and victory is mine..Lets do it.