Alone in a world so cold...The weather is freezing,I am alone today..very alone.
Today is a feeling of doubts and self pity.why do others get breaks.Why am I alone and indifferent.Why are my finances messed up,why do I have to watch every cent,go through my fingers
Why can I not see my granddaughter on her 12th birthday.
Why do people irritate the hell out of me.why do people have to be rude,and obnoxious.Why can't I finish what I start.Why does it seem God has forsaken me.
Why is that I have to do everything,yet I can't do anything.Why is that I want to loose weight,but still I am fat.Why is that I need clothes,but I throw everything away.Why do I smoke,when it's not good for my health.why do I spend money gambling,when I just can't win.
why do I write,does anyone read or even care what I have to say?
why is there such distance in my family,when I love them so much.
why is my heart aching for all that I don't have.
Why do my tears fall,when I try to answer my call.
why does the phone ring,with unwanted inquiries.
Just why Am I alone in a world so cold.
Thanks for reading.Please post a comment
You are not alone.Please don't think that.As long as you blog someone somewhere will hear and think of you. we do care what you write. You write with such passion,it moves me deeply. Hang on in there. Life is a constant mystery and full of whys, but we hear you. It will get better because you are still asking why. You are still writing. Keep talking to us. Take care.
ReplyDeleteHow you doing?
ReplyDeleteBubbles thanks..For your kind comment.
ReplyDeleteI am better today.I think hehe