an elephant's ear

The pounding in my head still has not stopped,the silence surrounds me just the computer humming and the odd car driving over the rain splash!,my stomach is in knots urning and turning its 4am my hair tousled above my head playing with each strand in a way to elevate the strain on my brain...I massage my scalp as to desensitize my brain from the Midnight Madness
my genius mind this manic depressive is at again thinking writing over and over again...
usually the pleasure is there today is different,I did set a goal to limit my time at this creative genius hat I wear...
I did do the pile of dishes that were there for weeks finally...some action
I am please with that progress and I had to ask for help with that task...but its done I don't have dishes asking when will I get done...
so I will use only a few dishes oh look there are 2 glasses and two bowls now....so it begins again my dish dilemma...when will it ever end...